sungod/sun saitan'
As a good human I
felt bad and did all I can.
--all that
story--.
How I designed my
life:
I have formulated
a dream in me..based on understanding
of biographies of
successful and legendary people.
I set my time
table. I studied my situation, then the
circumstance and
saw the vision.
India's middle
class moves on their confined thoughts.
I have to break
that barrier, then no friends even discuss
how to move about.
It was all one man
thinking to pave a way.
Because there was
nobody to lift me up, first i have
to fulfill his
desires, then make him happy, then make
him think that I
should do something for him.
But by the time I
reach that step, his purpose is served
and kicks me away.
this happened with who ever came in my life.
Because in india
who are respected..
1. Who is of high
caste
2. Who has
powerful monetary backing
3. Who knows
Politicians/Gunda.
So I stood at one
place and rest all were moving ahead in life.
They all were busy
with their relatives and their powerful friends.
When I tried to do
on my own, I helped my relatives to come up.
Instead thanking
me for good ness they tried to kill me with
help of black
magic means.
---sketch---
Finally I took help of Hazrats. the pain was as usual.
so i wanted
to remove source of
pain. they said to me ..hum paap nahin karte.
So i asked sun..he
said why u were quiet. they are shanti priya they
wont solve your problem.
so that time he
said to me
'Humans have
forgotten him'.
I felt bad and gave
him 2 question.
---story--
while working he
started to take my test. after 2 years facing problems
everywhere i asked
him why he is giving me so much pain.
he said he was
taking my test. so i asked him what u saw. he said
hum prasanna huae.
what u will expect
after this. that he will stop and give some reward as
god.
there was nothing.
i told him that I
wish to go for my job to Dubai.
He said ok, but
murmerred if u come back i willl be happy.
after reaching dubai
he started to give me all forms of pain...
finally in 8 days i
was forced to come back
i came to nagpur on
June 3, my birthday.
I asked the reason
he said...
' me and mother
earth cannot see suffereings of people so forcefully i have
to brought u back.in
7 days time i am expecting worlds main decision maker
to come forward for
cure.
On final day he said
to me..
---his statements-
Now he started to
inflict more pain.
finally i have to
stop calling him and search other ways to come out of this.
whereever i went i
was torchured and looted.
finally christ..
day -------
On Dec 19, 2007 I
begged lord christ that you give me relief from him
I am just tired of
sufferings and pains he is inflicting on me everday as
soon as i open my
eyes till i go to sleep.
- He came in my life
like a Beggar.
He studied me and
understood my potentials.
he used me to send
his words to the world.
he just wanted one
katputtli to work for him day and night.
and remote control
in his hand to use me as per his wishes.
what ever i have
achieved through my hardwork he made use of my knowledge,
wisdon and
information. then he torchured me every part of my body.
the took away what
ever had one after another. this needs sufferings to
understand.
life is made of body
and soul. in that friends,profession, knowledge, information, money,
relations
list goes on which
makes one to enjoy healthy life.
he slowly started to
take away all from me and i could sense that somebody is
plucking one thing
after another. finally there was nothing..
no friends, no money
in life, i lost control over my beloved profession.
i even could not
understand meaning of lines. lost all that creative skills.
i was empty inside.
he assigned black magiican to start sending curses on me.
those were terrible.
--bottle story--
so everywhere death.
right from morning till night pain and pain.
I felt like
committing suicide at every moment. to live every minute is like a hell.
Finally through some
means i met pastor. there i sensed first relief and slowly
slwoly those jadu
tona wars stopped.
but pains inflicted
by surya saitan contined.
it is bloody hell to
go near to hindu gods.
they are saitan in
fact.
who is the creator
pains and sufferings is hindu tatwa.
problem creators are
hindus. they will pull humans down and inflict sufferings.
their doctrines goes
against bible
-they like seeing
humans in pain and christ in happy
- hindu gods likes
to see humnas crying and christ wants them dancing.
- they extort money
to cure and in chrush its our wish
- there is no human
respect..hold their feets and beg
in christianity
humans are respected. they look upon humans as greatest
gods creation who
is made in image of god little lesser than him
-
islam they can only save but cannot give happy life.
after saving from hindu trap they will make that fellow to worship him and
that’s it. Then so many bindings,…
-
there knowledge is not respected in Christianity
knowledge is respected.
-
They give more
respect to agarbatti, all that to perform puja.
In christiainity there only
supplicate prayer is accepted.
Today at age of 39 what I am
asking is peace in my life.
Now to have family, career, bank balance, is
far ahead ..i even cannot see the sight
So begged lord Christ on dec 19, 2007 give my life back. This what I am
asking
Nothing more that this.
